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March 12 Abandonment
¡§Then Peter began to say unto Him, Lo, we have left
all, and have followed Thee. . . .¡¨ Mark 10:28
Our Lord replies
in effect, that abandonment is for Himself, and not for what the disciples
themselves will get from it. Beware of an abandonment which has the commercial
spirit in it ¡V ¡§I am going to give myself to God because I want to be delivered
from sin, because I want to be made holy.¡¨ All that is the result of being
right with God, but that spirit is not of the essential nature of Christianity.
Abandonment is not for anything at all. We have got so commercialized that we
only go to God for something from Him, and not for Himself. It is like saying,
¡§No, Lord, I don't want Thee, I want myself; but I want myself clean and filled
with the Holy Ghost; I want to be put in Thy show room and be able to say ¡V
¡¥This is what God has done for me.¡¦¡¨ If we only give up something to God
because we want more back, there is nothing of the Holy Spirit in our
abandonment; it is miserable commercial self-interest. That we gain heaven,
that we are delivered from sin, that we are made useful to God ¡V these things
never enter as considerations into real abandonment, which is a personal
sovereign preference for Jesus Christ Himself.
When we come up
against the barriers of natural relationship, where is Jesus Christ? Most of us
desert Him ¡V ¡§Yes, Lord, I did hear Thy call; but my mother is in the road, my
wife, my self-interest, and I can go no further.¡¨ ¡§Then,¡¨ Jesus says, ¡§you
cannot be My disciple.¡¨
The test of
abandonment is always over the neck of natural devotion. Go over it, and God's
own abandonment will embrace all those you had to hurt in abandoning. Beware of
stopping short of abandonment to God. Most of us know abandonment in vision
only.