Through the miracle of redemption, Saul of Tarsus
was instantly changed from a strong-willed and forceful Pharisee into a humble
and devoted bondservant of the Lord Jesus.
There is nothing miraculous or mysterious about the
things we can explain. We control what we are able to explain, consequently it
is only natural to seek an explanation for everything. It is not natural to
obey, yet it is not necessarily sinful to disobey. There can be no real
disobedience, nor any moral virtue in obedience, unless a person recognizes the
higher authority of the one giving the orders. If this recognition does not
exist, even the one giving the orders may view the other person’s disobedience
as freedom. If one rules another by saying, “You must do this,” and, “You will
do that,” he breaks the human spirit, making it unfit for God. A person is
simply a slave for obeying, unless behind his obedience is the recognition of a
holy God.
Many people begin coming to God once they stop
being religious, because there is only one master of the human heart— Jesus
Christ, not religion. But “Woe is me” if after seeing Him I still will not obey
(Isaiah 6:5 , also see Isaiah 6:1). Jesus will never insist that I obey, but if
I don’t,I have already begun to sign the death certificate of the Son of God in
my soul. When I stand face to face with Jesus Christ and say, “I will not obey,”
He will never insist. But when I do this, I am backing away from the recreating
power of His redemption. It makes no difference to God’s grace what an
abomination I am, if I will only come to the light. But “Woe is me” if I refuse
the light (see John 3:19-21).